Thursday, April 30, 2009

MOthers day.

From my daughter Tierney, age 8.  It's a little early, yes.

"Dear mommy.

You are my mom.  I love you.  You rock.

I smile because you.

You rock because you are special and cool and you have funny funs that are funny and you are other things.

Love Tierney."

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Same as it ever was.

Here's what's going on with me:

Karma has bit me in the ass in regards to that little bit of badness I was engaged in.  After a brief reunion, I've been left high and dry.  I suppose if that's the worst in store for me, on a karmic level, well then I'm okay with that.  I miss the guys friendship (he's been rendered persona non grata in my realm) but in reality, a friend wouldn't show the disregard for my feelings that this one did.

And that's all I'll be saying on that subject.

As for the other one, well it's a little meh.  I've been sensing a decline in interest, and after seeking the advice of a few male friends who were of the opinion that even the most phone-phobic of guys wouldn't let a full week of non-communication go by if they were really interested, I've decided I should maybe just back off.  It's not just that, but the last few times we've talked and hung out, there have been, well, red flags.  So I'm thinking I'll quietly let this one go.  Out with a whisper... maybe a bang, if the mood strikes :-P

I"ve basically pulled back from the dating scene and am throwing myself into other endeavors this summer, such as continuing with my painting, trying to develop some photoggraphy skills, and doing more, musically.  And let's not forget, spending time with the girls when I can.

I've been spending a lot of time driving around, getting lost, and taking pictures.  Baseball starts soon, and there's still dance until the middle of May, so my days are pretty busy as is.  If the nights are lonely, so be it.  I'll adjust.  It's nothing new.

Same as it ever was.