I've been reviewing a lot of my old work, and revising some of it, taking the time to really put care into details and not rush to finish a picture all in one night. There are a lot of pieces I feel like I could have done better had I taken more time. Others are just kind of horrendous to me now, and I'm not sure whether I want to try and fix them or hide them away forever, never to be seen again.
I'm finding myself with the urge to REVISE ALL THE THINGS and go back and touch up old paintings. That's not cheating is it? I mean, if writers can go back and edit old manuscripts, I can go back and use what I've learned (mostly slow the eff down) to fix and improve what I've already created.. That's not a bad thing.. Right?
The current work in progress is one I did some time ago. I reached a point where although I knew it wasn't "done," I had hit a point where I really liked what I had done so far, and was nervous to go any farther lest I manage to fuck up what had been, at the time, a very challenging piece for me.
I've pulled it back out and after much hemming and hawing about whether I really wanted to mess with it, I've gone back in.
It is so worth it. I am really, excruciatingly excited.